Hurt means to cause physical pain or injury to, (of a part of the body) suffer pain, cause mental pain or distress to (a person or their feelings.)
Why do you keep hurting? I never knew what hurt was until I met him. All I ever known from you is hurt and pain. I kept telling you what I wanted but you kept rejecting me and pushing me further away from you. You said don’t give up on us, but it was never a us in the first place.
Although, I was always the other woman and I always came last in your life. You never put me first because you never wanted me in the first place. You just didn’t want anyone else to have me. So that’s why you manipulate me, filled me with lies, false hopes and dreams that was never going to come true.
In fact, I gave you my all until I had nothing left inside of me to give you anymore. You said you love me, but you never loved me, you wanted to damage me and hurt me because you were damage from a past relationship.
No One Should Feel This Pain I feel
As a matter of fact, you could have told me that you didn’t love me, you didn’t want me, and you had someone all along. The pain that I felt was unbearable, I thought everything was a nightmare, but it wasn’t it really did happen. You destroyed my self-esteem and my self-worth. I had to learn to build my confidence and self-esteem all over again.
You’re not supposed to hurt a person you love because love is not supposed to hurt. I never knew the truth meaning of love because I never experience it. All I know is hurt, heartache and pain from you!!! Stop it, stop hurting me, you can’t hurt me anymore.
So, from this day forward I will not allow you to hurt me anymore. I am moving on, letting go and becoming the woman that God called me to be. You can’t hurt me anymore, because you are now dead to me!!!
You Will No Longer Hurt Me
Finally, I will no longer allow you to have access to me, you can’t hurt me anymore. You have been dismissed and block from my life. You can no longer enter into my life, because I will not allow you to hurt me anymore. From now on you will stop hurting me, your access has been denied to me!!!
This was so hard to read, dear Christy! If life taught me something, it is that we should always prioritize ourselves, no matter the scenario.
Hello Olive! Yes that’s so true, you always prioritize yourselves!!!
I am so sorry you had to go through all of this… Unfortunately, I’ve experienced something very similar, the only way I was able to heal was to cut all ties and move to a different city.
Hello Kaylin!!! I do agree with you, that is so true, I had to do the same thing as well. Yes I had to move to a different city for things to get better for me!!!